beware of eBay anxiety

It's currently 12:15 and I really want to go to sleep but I got myself into a real mess on eBay. I only want one camera, so why did I bid on two? I don't know, but the competition was just so fierce with both i***i and d**** (ebay names) and they kept outbidding me and I was getting so mad about it, and now I may become the proud new owner of two of the same camera. Maybe I'm lacking in human interaction if I'm getting this competitive with virtual rivals. Shoot, literally.